In the end

Finally all the monsters went away
Every dark shadow fell into place
There’s no such pleasure
Than watching it all fading away

No heavy weight on my shoulders
No stuck pictures in my head
Present is the perfect landscape
If i need to go somewhere

She was wrong about the past
Nothing last forever if you make it stop
Every drop feels like an ocean
If you dont want to survive

But then again wires and songs saved her
sweet melodies always know how to break her fall
And everytime she hears that song
She realises there’s something to hold on

Nights and clocks, coffee and some drugs
Winter’s just a season, not her living mode
Once you get into her world
You'll see nothing but a storm

A piece of past

It was July two thousand and nine

When he came into my life

It started without noticing

And now I can't do without

Every second was a picture

A copy of what it doesn't last

He left me collecting scars

And having all out of sight

He promised to love me forever

But then he changed his mind

One dark day he waved goodbye

And I just kept repeating "Hi"

It's like a knife inside of my lungs

I can't keep telling myself lies

If you want me to be honest

I know you'll be the one

Even when the time goes by

And the best is waiting outside

I will always carry with me

Every piece of both of us

Prisoner

They say: "Maybe it's not possible, just let it go"

and after that I couldn't hear a single word

This dream I’ve been dreaming of

I will fight it with knives and swords.

There’s nothing that could stop me

Even though I fall apart on the floor

There’s no way this never happen to me

If it’s all I’m waiting for

I have my suitcase at the back of my door

It has been packed a long time ago

Happiness, truth and future

All wrapped up with a knot

Please don’t make me wait anymore

There’s nothing to hold on

I can see myself there

Why can’t you just take me where I belong?

It’s like the heaviest weight on my shoulder

It’s like an anchor stuck into my lungs

How can I live one more day

knowing this maybe will take much more?

It’s hard to see how easy is all in my head

And then go back and feel like hell

This prisoner is waiting to be released

please open the door and let her be free.